There are lots of stories about what goes on in the minds and hearts of BT 1 participants during the days they wait for BT 2 to begin. It is common for insights gained in BT 1 to become deeper insights but that process is usually transparent to the rest of us.
Recent BT groups have had a private blog to “step into the circle” and share even when they were physically apart. BT trainee, waiting for BT 2 to start this Wednesday shared a new insight about her own journey and the how Father is leading her toward freedom in her life. It was so moving to me that I asked her permission to share it with the larger HCM Community and she agreed. You may be able to identify with her story of creating her own Goliath and the process of stepping into freedom.
Join us Wednesday through Sunday by praying for Jackie and the rest of her BT group. Here is her self-reflection; feel free to comment and encourage Jackie and her group:
This Armor is heavy. The weight I have been carrying for so many years is crippling. It is a struggle to survive. It has become too easy to retreat into my fear as I react to the immense size and power of Goliath. How did David do it? How without and army, without modern weapons did he conquer the giant?
Can I conquer my Goliath? Do I have what it takes? Can I abandon my will for the Will of God? David hit the Giant in the head with a simple stone. Where is my stone? Can I face my fears and be all that God has planned for me? Isn't it telling that David killed Goliath not by striking him in the heart but by hitting him in the head.
I am walking into BT2 with some kinks in my Armor. I am still fearful but am willing to listen to God. I am beginning to realize that it has been my will that has kept me alone and that it is God's Will that will set me free. I gain strength witnessing others confront their fears. Thank you all for sharing your stories. Looking forward to shedding some weight next week.
